a Giant Hollow

 

A Giant Hollow

I may unable to shed 

my tears

even when

my heart is broken
into pieces

So I sent my prayer

to the dark cloudy sky

wishing someone

forgive
the damage
I'vee been caused

Yet
After all of these years

when I saved 

my hatred,
about you
about me
about us

It's vanished 

 in a moment

when I saw 

your

eyes

Still
 I hate my self

for being me

I wish

I could cry 

like ordinary people

or 

hug 

like lovable human

in fact

my hands are too stiff

as well as

my heart

I told my self,

everything will be fine

I won't hurt anymore

though

I am no longer remember

what

pain 

I've been dealing

Somehow

this is who I am

not sad

just not happy

no hatred

just unable

to love

This is who I am

fully forgive

just unable to forget

This is me

a giant rock in the sea

crashed
by wave 

and tide

somehow never moved

in a inch

just a giant
hollow

(Sept'14)

 

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